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niedziela, 22 stycznia 2012

Keeping NY resolution, so far so good.

It is a bit ..let’s say disturbing…but I’m going to stick with it.

Tango is going well, I’d say much better than work.

…and that ..that is seriously bad… well…workwise.

I’m scared.

 

 

wtorek, 10 stycznia 2012

' and what, what if you got home and you had a bad day at work, everything is wrong and you want a hug, what, what than?'
'I have a teddy.'


Yes, it is simple as that.

 

But also I have an idea, well maybe not the only one idea for 2012, but tomorrow...tomorrow I'm going to make this idea real.

I only hope I'm not wrong.

 

niedziela, 01 stycznia 2012

So I finally figured it out. This is just an addiction. I need a detox. It is as simple as that. So, from the 3rd of Jan I’m starting detox. If I could only reach the milestones I would be almighty.

 

 

środa, 28 grudnia 2011

Look before you leap as an old proverb says.
These three years thought me one thing. Never trust people. There is always a chance you would be hurt. If one will have a chance to abuse you, it will. A margin of disbelief always pays off.

 

At some point I started to think what I’m doing wrong. Still this is in progress, I cannot figure it out. It used to be that I got sth in return but now I just feel I give myself away.  It looks I give away too much.

I remember I was wondering how I am going to  withstand this trip. I applied all of Eleni’s  recipes for not to lose my dignity and benefit from the situation somehow. Anyway. Am I the winner in this?

 

 

sobota, 24 grudnia 2011
tomorrow I will wake up alone, this is going to be the first Xmas Eve for two years that I will wake up alone. And this time I feel it is the right thing. Strange but right.
I'm happier on my own.

środa, 07 grudnia 2011

To Santa:

I should have started here all of material things I wished to get but…anything I could wish for Xmas is not material.

Strange. Or.. rather not. All of the material things I can buy myself sooner or later but…I wish that Santa gave me the strength. The strength not to undergo delusions, to be strong enough to tell a true affection apart when I see it. I hope I will see it. I wish that Santa brings me a new beginning.

 

PS.

And maybe a nice hi-fi sys (with a white gramophone)…

niedziela, 04 grudnia 2011

I suffer from too short blanket syndrome. I pull it towards one side and the other gets uncovered. I hate it.

From all of the calculation it looks like it should be sorted out around February but for now it is kind of this gymnastics I really don’t like.

Xmas is coming and it looks like I won’t be able to buy myself any present. (!)…but at least I will be able to pay off my debts.

 

St Andrew’s day brought some strange fortune tell. A wax figure, which looks like a spermatozoon from one side and some kind of sea cost from the other…

Heavens help me.

 

It looks like it is a right time to write a letter to Santa.

 

 

 

 

piątek, 25 listopada 2011
hehehe, I'm a cold fish...accordingly to the text message I just received. How mad must be this person who sent me that.
as Tiger used to say- fergerit!!!

I do not feel very well
the payment hasn't been completed yet what caused a lot of tears...
strange
the big guy is trying to calm me down but I feel that it might not end well...

poniedziałek, 21 listopada 2011

Changes.

1.       New apartment

2.       Less new, but still- new job

3.       New accountant- the ‘old’ one is crap and I hope this is the end of her ‘ideas’ how to run my finance

 

Three major changes. Btw- I’m single. Well, I was single long before but…living in some really strange and destroying relationship.

I’ve changed uncomfy, dirty apartment for something with style, nice and tidy. All mine.

There are some things missing there but I think I can cope without them for some time.



Payment day on Wednesday. I hope all runs smooth.

czwartek, 10 listopada 2011
so...I did it. I couldn't let this apartment go. It is mine. I'm moving in tomorrow. The INDEPENDENCE Day!
Now everything MUST click together. if not I'm cooked, done.

There is a wooden cat in the apartment. I put it just in front of the entrance. There must be a cat in the house.

Now this cat is welcoming me every time I get in. ))

Last night milonga, yes it was quite something. I met so many ppl and danced a lot. In the morning I was still trembling from the excitement.

Now I can feel the change is coming. I can feel the breeze!
niedziela, 06 listopada 2011

Mediterranean  style, would you be my relief in November?

I found a great place. I'm going tomorrow for second viewing and maybe signing up the agreement...)))

keep your fingers crossed. the kitchen and balcony and location!!! all is great!!!

I hope I won't change my mind tomorrow.

niedziela, 30 października 2011

All sains day.

Now ... only till Xmas.

I hope I will have enough time to do a marekt research plus some viewing.

till now I've seen two possible candidates but November it is not a right time to make my choice. Although I wish it was.

I survived Moscow. I don't know how though....

wtorek, 25 października 2011

I'm staying in Frankfurt now. October has been hectic. Frankfurt, Linz, Torun, Krakow, Frankfurt...Moscow , ok there I'm going tomorrow.

I hope that November is going to be more quiet.

At home there are no changes coz I'm not there.

I'm seeing a lot of nice things in shops but..not willing to buy.....

wtorek, 13 września 2011

I've had a lot of things to sort out today and it happened I was walking in the city centre back and forth. The Sun was shining, nice warm wind played with my hair. I looked more carefully on the streets and I noticed that there is a lot of changes in the city. New buildings, renovated public area, new shops or...different shops in the places I know. Warsaw changed dramatically but in the other hand I cannot say it is a bad change. I'd rather claim that I like what I see. Nice afternoon experience.

I started to sew a new handbag with use of these leather pieces I got from Mary. I manage to make a half of it. The outside. I need a zipper and some frames and I hope after the weekend it will be ready to use!. My first leather hand bag.

Ok, there is this red dress to be made as well. I have no idea when I will start it and when I'm going to finish. My right shoulder went on strike last weekend and still it seems to be a bit out of order. I'm going to see chiropractor tomorrow.

I'm on my own in the apartment. Nice peace and quiet. M is rocking in Strassburg. For me he could have been staying there a few days more. I like to be on my own.

niedziela, 11 września 2011

it was a pretty long absence. now everything is on its head.

I've set up my own company. Piles of documents and meetings ahead.

Tomorrow (I hope) it is the last day in the Institute on this shit position. I hope for a significant change.

In July I had my degree conferred. The ceremony was great. Staying at Joshes reminded me of old days in Brum.  Fighting with cold, wind, media providers, sometimes with housemates too.

I think it was a pretty long journey. Ok, I made some mistakes but overall outcome is satisfying enough to carry on.

 

I hope to go to a nice warm place in the winter time. I think I'll skip skiing this year. It is not for me.

 
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