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środa, 09 maja 2012
An important dream.
Ok, I was asking for something, you know how it is like with Xmas
wishes, not all come true. Therefore this time...everything got exactly
as I wished. And this is terrifying. I was asking for a new beginning
but to be honest the intentions were not entirely fair. So the
intentions made the difference. Replacement never works.
Now I feel as if I had a big hole in my heart.
...and looking at this more closely...I am the author of this situation.
Would I benefit from it?
I am in Arizona. Far enough to forget. Well, the real forgetting will
start on the 18th in London. I only hope I will survive the flights. The
new venue of Photographers gallery is being opened on the 18th. So on
the 19th I am going to go there (after I sleep). Maybe I will take Tiger
with me. For sure we are going for some nice walk probably to Hyde Park
and...Harrods...
Mad Maxx I will do on my own.
I am looking forward to Friday. Milonga in Phoenix.
niedziela, 26 lutego 2012
it's time to believe in Santa. he gave me what I wanted.
poniedziałek, 06 lutego 2012
left out. I'm in Frankfurt. I can see river Main from my window. I had a great weekend but..I guess it is only amongst my memories now... I wish my mailbox showed some traffic. I'm listening to Kate Bush. Again.
niedziela, 22 stycznia 2012
Keeping NY resolution, so far so good. It is a bit ..let’s say disturbing…but I’m going to stick with it. Tango is going well, I’d say much better than work. …and that ..that is seriously bad… well…workwise. I’m scared.
wtorek, 10 stycznia 2012
' and what, what if you got home and you had a bad day at work, everything is wrong and you want a hug, what, what than?' Yes, it is simple as that.
But also I have an idea, well maybe not the only one idea for 2012, but tomorrow...tomorrow I'm going to make this idea real. I only hope I'm not wrong.
niedziela, 01 stycznia 2012
So I finally figured it out. This is just an addiction. I need a detox. It is as simple as that. So, from the 3rd of Jan I’m starting detox. If I could only reach the milestones I would be almighty.
środa, 28 grudnia 2011
Look before you leap as an old proverb says. At some point I started to think what I’m doing wrong. Still this is in progress, I cannot figure it out. It used to be that I got sth in return but now I just feel I give myself away. It looks I give away too much.
sobota, 24 grudnia 2011
tomorrow I will wake up alone, this is going to be the first Xmas Eve
for two years that I will wake up alone. And this time I feel it is the
right thing. Strange but right. I'm happier on my own.
środa, 07 grudnia 2011
To Santa: I should have started here all of material things I wished to get but…anything I could wish for Xmas is not material. Strange. Or.. rather not. All of the material things I can buy myself sooner or later but…I wish that Santa gave me the strength. The strength not to undergo delusions, to be strong enough to tell a true affection apart when I see it. I hope I will see it. I wish that Santa brings me a new beginning. PS. And maybe a nice hi-fi sys (with a white gramophone)…
niedziela, 04 grudnia 2011
I suffer from too short blanket syndrome. I pull it towards one side and the other gets uncovered. I hate it. From all of the calculation it looks like it should be sorted out around February but for now it is kind of this gymnastics I really don’t like. Xmas is coming and it looks like I won’t be able to buy myself any present. (!)…but at least I will be able to pay off my debts. St Andrew’s day brought some strange fortune tell. A wax figure, which looks like a spermatozoon from one side and some kind of sea cost from the other… Heavens help me. It looks like it is a right time to write a letter to Santa.
piątek, 25 listopada 2011
hehehe, I'm a cold fish...accordingly to the text message I just
received. How mad must be this person who sent me that. as Tiger used to say- fergerit!!! I do not feel very well the payment hasn't been completed yet what caused a lot of tears... strange the big guy is trying to calm me down but I feel that it might not end well...
poniedziałek, 21 listopada 2011
Changes. 1. New apartment 2. Less new, but still- new job 3. New accountant- the ‘old’ one is crap and I hope this is the end of her ‘ideas’ how to run my finance
Three major changes. Btw- I’m single. Well, I was single long before but…living in some really strange and destroying relationship. I’ve changed uncomfy, dirty apartment for something with style, nice and tidy. All mine. There are some things missing there but I think I can cope without them for some time. Payment day on Wednesday. I hope all runs smooth.
czwartek, 10 listopada 2011
so...I did it. I couldn't let this apartment go. It is mine. I'm moving
in tomorrow. The INDEPENDENCE Day! Now everything MUST click together. if not I'm cooked, done. There is a wooden cat in the apartment. I put it just in front of the entrance. There must be a cat in the house. Now this cat is welcoming me every time I get in. )) Last night milonga, yes it was quite something. I met so many ppl and danced a lot. In the morning I was still trembling from the excitement. Now I can feel the change is coming. I can feel the breeze!
niedziela, 06 listopada 2011
Mediterranean style, would you be my relief in November? I found a great place. I'm going tomorrow for second viewing and maybe signing up the agreement...))) keep your fingers crossed. the kitchen and balcony and location!!! all is great!!! I hope I won't change my mind tomorrow.
niedziela, 30 października 2011
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